Ok, not much to update today.  My dad found out yesterday that his cancer has not spread, so that leaves it in Stage III.  Not sure if it's A or B of that Stage, but I'm guessing B because the cancer is too big to operate right now.  His first chemo treatment seemed to go well.  It took a long time though. 

And now I have nothing left to say.  I'm feeling alone again, as I often feel.  Maybe it's because I'm by myself most of the time?  That would be the most logical explanation.  I don't know though.  I think it's because Tim has been gone for years and I finally want to find someone to fall in love with and I can't and it's just frustrating and lonely-inducing (I know that's not a word).  But thinking about it any more will just make me get depressed more, so I'm not even going to.

Well, I guess I should get back to work, that's why I'm here.

-L.